Lyrics:
To all my brothers I’m sorry that I’ve been so distant
Had to step back and live through these emotions I’ve been feeling
my thoughts became the villain
a dying flower blossom’s as a rain cloud draws cleansing
the cycle of my healing the emotions that I’m shielding
like helium ballon’s the way things floating to the ceiling
heart open now I’m spilling too petty was revealing,
but then I went Casper as a result of all my dealings.
though the brand was still appealing I say all that to say even through the darkness I was building deep sighs as Im releasing all this pain i been concealing now I’m realizing everything ain’t real in how I’m feeling
But I’m out linking with these chicks that I just meet off DMs, instead dialing up the bros I need to call and see them excuse my French but I’m hoes I wouldn’t make a BM just for a night or weekend, shit in my mind that’s treason cause all my dawgs were with me back then when them nights was freezing running plays just of the strength of the things that we believed in.
Running parallel with our dreams even when lines uneven with my brothers got them for life how could I go mislead them
When you living life calosol hearts stay small in scale
Ain’t no Simol without mark lan and rell
And music ain’t what you hearing but it’s how you feel, Jalen on them keys like brale he know that feeling well,
And every single thing I touch just know I’m gon prevail
I weighed my options recently and damn near broke the scale
cut addiction to all bullshit and now I’m coping well
Realized life’s worth living when the hope is real
Realized that woman ain’t shit
Gotta focus on myself
Sad thing is that I been knew it
but we all been threw this
Man I just go charge it to the game and lay pen to it
Off all them movements it’s been useless
Fuck saving cash for a rainy day I’m trynna stack my dollars just so I can go and pay the teller just to keep the rain away